生命就是奇蹟(2006-0829~2007-0204)

自從在交友網站折騰了幾天之後，我發了短訊給一些人，一些人回我：你要的是什麼？

我要的是什麼？？？在回家的快鐵上，我突然很想念我媽，就撥了一通電話回家。寒暄了幾句，媽突然問起我的前男友（尚沒有告訴她我們已經分手了，經過了幾次分分合合，不想讓她無所適從），我照實說他回印尼辦事，媽突然又很感慨的說很婉惜，我說：婉惜啥？她說：婉惜你不能給我一個媳婦，我說：多一個兒子也不錯啊:>媽開玩笑地說：那我可以使喚他嗎？我也笑著回答：我們給妳請個傭人使喚不就好了嗎？媽也笑了，說上次我們回家過後，客廳的沙發床壞了，我說那應該不關我們的事云云。談笑間，我突然很感慨，難得媽又接受了我的男朋友（第二個），而且他還只小我媽一歲，我又搞砸了。

經過一晚苦苦思考，我終於將我網上的簡介作了修改：

Now I know what I want...I am a 29y Chinese Christain gay man working and staying in Sri Petaling, Kuala Lumpur.

I am looking for Chinese Christain gay who realy want to settle down, around 35~45 (can discuss), manly, mature, gentle, down-to-earth (short, dark hair etc.), kind to people, honest, likes me, I like him too, who could share life, religion, sex (I like sex, but just feel well exploring with my lover), be proud to be with be me (I am out) and can have a good time with my family (mother, sisters, brother, but we seldom meet). Any family man who matchs can email or msn me at alexoat@hotmail.com :> Give a try :> But if you just wanna have sex, if I like you and I haven't been attached yet, why not? But I wish it would be something more than ons. If you can understand Chinese, you can know me better by visiting my blog at http://alexanderooi.blogspot.com.

哎～真是可遇不可求。

媽，我希望有讓你真正寬心的一天！